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[Jun. 24th, 2006|09:29 pm] |
life is turning out to be somewhat different than expected. First of all, I'm still here in Hanover. C&R ended early this week. Late last week, I bought a car, for $50 from a coworker. I'm very pleased with it. I've put about $450 of work into it (new battery, alternator, some front end repairs), but it runs fine (although today I felt it shuddering, I'm hopeful that I was making it up though). Nonetheless, it has been the primary reason for the extension of my stay. I still don't have my license, so anytime I need to go anywhere to do anything with it I have to get someone to go with me. It's very frustrating, I'm beginning to feel like I'm trapped here. I hate having to do things that I can't do by myself. I think I should be able to get it inspected on Monday though, and then can use it to get my license. Which is the other major problem. I have to go all the way to Concord because I'm not a citizen. I still don't know how/when that will happen.
So I've been around. Then Thursday night I got an e-mail from my boyfriend. He's been living/working on a charter boat all spring, but has been very good with calling me every weekend. I missed his call last weekend, we had a couple late catering nights and I did not have my phone. So I was really looking forward to hearing from him this saturday. He e-mails very infrequently since when he does get off the boat the library usually isn't open. So anyway, I got this e-mail. He said he was home. He'd had a family problem and had to come back. No real details. I got suspicious because of his wording and so got online looking for news from his hometown. What I found was pretty awful. I've spent the last couple of days feeling terrible for him. It's one of those situations where there is nothing I can say to make things better, but I can't be with him right now either. I know his family is what he needs right now. But I feel so powerless. I can't stand thinking about how much pain he is in right now. But there is nothing I can do, other than try to be here when he needs me. Bob is pretty amazing though. I know he'll be okay.
Of less immediate importance, Alaska probably won't happen. He won't be going back anytime soon. So I guess I'll just go back to NY and look for something permanent. I don't want to stay in NY. I don't really know what else there is to do at this point though. I'll just reevaluate in a few month's time. In the meantime, I don't have to worry about lying to employers about how long I intend to stay. Health insurance is good.
But yeah. It seems like not too many people are enjoying post-Dartmouth life that much yet, I thought I'd throw in my two cents. |
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| Back! |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|11:54 pm] |
Just got back today from spring break. Am very much looking forward to Senior Spring. 2 classes, and a PE, plus work, and catering. The work part sucks, but I'm expecting to have a lot of free time. I was hoping to spend a lot of free time on playing pong and being dissolute in other ways. I don't really know if any of the other '06's in the house are up for it though. Then my free time will be sad...
Got back from Alaska. It was a pretty awesome trip. I saw eagles and moose. Sauna'd, wnet shooting, mushed the team. It was pretty sweet!
Need to find a job for 6 months in NY. And to do my taxes. And clean my room. Then fun today! No classes! |
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| Smoking |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|09:49 pm] |
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So, i've been not smoking for a little while. I think today was day 3, but maybe not, since I had my last stogie early Tuesday morning. so this is day 3, but it will only be 72 hours sometime in the a.m., when I'll be at work, so I will definitely have made it through day 3 without smoking. Now here's the thing. In the past I've sometimes missed a couple days but then been like "i can't say I'm quitting because I'm not really ready yet and if I say I'm quitting when I know i'm not it will make it harder for me when I want to quit." So then I smoke. But this time I consciously decided I did not want to smoke anymore.
Here is what happened. I have not been to the dentist in a while and I need to go. So I was reading up on gingivitis and its big bad brother periodontitis (which seems to be the general term for gum disease as well as its own particular thing?) To fix periodontitis you have to do tons of stuff like soft tissue grafts or bone grafts (from cadavers apparently). Smoking increases the risk of periodontitis 3-6 fold. Then I went to give blood and they could not find my vein because they said they were really small. I haven't given blood before, but I don't think I had small veins before so then I started thinking maybe my veins are small because of artherosclerosis. And then I got a bruise and they couldn't get any more blood. It could be because I have too much nasty icky stuff floating around in my blood (plaque or whatever that gives you artherosclerosis?) because of smoking. Dying is sort of distant. Dying of cancer is bad, I know, but sort of distant. But this is stuff that I'm having to deal with now, and is making the consequences of smoking much more concrete in my mind. I'm no spring chicken, but I'm too young for this stuff.
So, it's been fine so far. Day 3 is the worst day of craving for most people. But I've not been having too many problems, though I have thought longingly of smoking today. But only during random down times, not when I usually smoke. I don't know if that is bad or good. Anyway, I'm concerned. It's been a little too easy thus far. Cold Turkey is notoriously unsuccesful. Also, tomorrow is my heavy smoking day since it is my heavy drinking day. And I'm much less willing to give up drinking than I am to give up smoking. So it will be harder not to smoke. Also, I'm actually going to have to go into town tomorrow. I still have not mailed out my cousin's gigantic Hershey's kiss that I got her for Valentine's Day, before Valentine's day. I'm going to have to walk by Stinson's. Where I usually buy stoges. And also wine. Which I can't have because I can't go into Stinson's. So I'm worried about tomorrow. If anyone is around and wants to walk into town with me tomorrow and go to Stinson's with me to make sure I don't buy cigarettes I'll share my wine. And if I can get through tomorrow night, without even bumming I'll feel much more confident about this. But I think I'll be good otherwise, every time I brush my teeth I'm reminded of why I don't want to smoke. And I have to do that frequently, because I'm convinced that my front tooth is going to fall out.
Anyway, that is my impromptu personal improvement project. I hope I don't fail. Then it will be harder for me next time. |
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| So happy! |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|10:15 pm] |
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I've been really wanting to apply to grad school, but have also been really wanting to move to Alaska, maybe just for a while so I could be with my honey bunny. But then I was being sad because I thought that I would have to just settle for applying to law school (and maybe not liking it and maybe not even getting in). And then recently my prof said maybe we could write an article together one day. And I've been thinking about it alot since then, realizing that although I never really saw myself doing anything like that I would really enjoy it. So I was sad. Because he and I recently had a talk about my wanting to visit Italy over the summer but maybe not being able to because of moving. He said I should really go, not to let give up on that because of him. But I have to prioritize, I probably can't have both. And it's not really about him anyway, because even if I were just moving out of home I would probably have to prioritize away a trip. Just as I thought I would have to prioritize away grad study for Italian. But today I'm supposed to be writing a paper and I just decided I would look up grad schools in Washington and lo and behold, UW has a program! and I can apply to it! And UW is really pretty, it's got one of those road tunnels through the trees like that desktop image for computers. Which is good if we break up or if we stay together! Yay for options. |
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| I have no idea how this works |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|07:37 pm] |
But I can never resist a useless quiz...
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skyflight took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Needs a change in her circumstances or in her rela..."
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| My annual post |
[Jan. 8th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
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I'm getting it out of the way now. I hardly ever post, so clearly I'm supposed to be doing something else now. Like writing the first chapter for my thesis which I was supposed to hand in at the end of last term. I'll be surprised as hell if I actually get through this. I hate writing, but even more, I hate rereading my work. I can never do that without shattering the illusion that I don't suck. Life is normal. My mom is mad at me, my friends hate me. But I'm fat and happy. I'm only really a little fat, so I'm a little happy. Vague sense of disquiet the last few weeks, not sure why. Only not normal thing going on is that I have a boyfriend. But he's not the source of the disquiet. It will pass, I'm sure. I'm having cool dreams nowadays though. Weird vampire/werewolf/people things trying to eat me a couple of nights in a row. Instead of me she (the weird monster from the second night) got a garbage man, some high school students, and some babies, I think. I'm really something of a parasite in my dream. Not really a parasite, but a related word. I somehow always end up being accompanied in my flight by someone else, various people, after each escape. I guess I figure that if we get caught I might be the lucky one of the two of us to not die, and live to run another day. I guess hearing about other people's dreams is not really that exciting. But I think it's cool to hear about weird dreams. Plus I'm always hopeful that someone else will say they have recurring characters in their dreams, or tell me about some of their own strange late-night unconscious (or subconscious or super-conscious) adventures. If any of you have any tell me about them. Also, I'd be interested to know if most people dream in color. I do. |
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| Well |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|10:34 am] |
I loved him. He was such a great friend, my best friend freshman year. And I guess we sort of grew apart after that. But I still thought and think that he was amazing, and is amazing and I won't ever forget him. Chris tells me he was very happy. In love, looking toward the future. As I guess he always did. He never got discouraged. Was never a defeatist. Always had time, although I don't know where he found it as hard as he worked. He was always in pursuit of life, hardly giving a thought to the knowledge that at some point, probably 8 or 10 years down the road, he would have to give that up. Turns out he did not have that long. But he never wasted any of the time that he had. Now at least I guess he's happy. And healthy. He's got nothing at all to worry about now. And for those of us who maybe didn't keep in touch as much as we should have, well, I'm sure he knows now that he is in our hearts, and always was, and always will be. And to those of you out there, remember to tell people you love them, or care for them, or miss them. Don't let chances pass you by. I'm glad we have each other to help us get through this. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2005|11:38 pm] |
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Well- it's been forever since my last post. I finally requested a password reminder. I guess since I've gone to all the trouble to do that and to build an avatar I should actually write something. But there's nothing really going on right now. Just school work, recruiting, general sucking at life. I'm looking forward to my trip to Alaska. Now little more than 10 days away. It's crazy that I've been looking forward to it for such a long time and now it's actually this close. But I guess it's also close to my coming back, since I'll only be there for one short week. It should be eventful though. But I'm sure I'll come back sad about some thing or the other. I shouldn't really worry about being sad though, that's really silly. His uncle recently died. I should remember to be happy all the time, even when it's hard. I can probably take my mind off of the whole thing by learning how to suck toes. Pisces men are supposed to like that, according to some random silly e-mail thing my cousin sent me. Other descriptions seemed pretty accurate, so maybe this is true too. But I don't really see myself sucking toes. At least not until someone puts a ring on my finger. Toe sucking's right up there with anal. Hopefully no future husband of mine is reading this, since my plan is to never do either. I guess there's a little prude left in me yet. I'm off to do work. I've included the text from the e-mail in case it is of interest to anyone. It's actually only a partial list of the zodiac signs, so something of a cliffhanger.
AQUARIUS
Jan 21 - Feb 19
Ruling Planet: URANUS.
The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns.
Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but
when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more
an intellectual experience than an emotional one.
Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship,
it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns
Aquarius on.
They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the
most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is
more important to them than physical, which means that
pornography gets them hot!
Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and
satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and
contraception and sleeping around holds little
interest for them.
FAVE POSITION
Mutual masturbation.
BEST SEX TOY
A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female,
Aquarians will have some fun with this.
AQUARIUS MALE IN BED
He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep
at it and control himself for as long as it takes for
YOU to finish! He's up for anything too. Role playing,
S&M, posing nude in the backyard at 5am he's just not
into 3somes, swinging or open relationships if YOU are
involved. He'll do that for fun, but not with the love
of his life.
AQUARIUS FEMALE IN BED
She's looking for a lover who will be upfront with
her, but until she finds him, she will make do with
whoever is available. LOVE freaks her out. She likes
keeping her emotions under tight control and may come
across as cold, but she's just protecting herself.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON AQUARIUS
Lie down as if you are top and tailing and gently
tickle and stroke the ankles and the calves. Don't
tickle for giggles, but tease. After awhile, do the
same with your tongue. Lick up, down and all around.
Anywhere above the foot and below the knee is fair
game. Lightly nip the ankle of your Aquarian, they may
laugh, but it's not laughter from tickles, it's a
release of tension that will most definitely lead to
some action!
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PISCES
Feb 20 - March 20
Ruling Planet: NEPTUNE
The God in charge of delicious dreams,
dangerous deceptions and sexual fantasies Sexually
speaking, Pisces is putty in your hands. Anything you
want, anything, is only a question away. If you're
looking for someone who will go the extra mile to
discover all your secret moan zones, then Pisces is
for you!
When a typical Piscean makes out, it's an act
of romance rather than pure pleasure. Pisces is the
sign of love itself. They are so romantic and want
satin sheets and candles, poetry and a full moon.
Music also gets them in the mood.
One of their least appetizing traits is their ability
to become very, very jealous. Sometimes they are so
scared of losing the fairy-tale romance that they ruin
the happy ending themselves.
FAVE POSITION
Pisces is all about Oral affections!
BEST SEX TOY
A copy of the Kama Sutra, since your fish is
into almost anything
PISCES MALE IN BED
He is romantic and has the reputation of being
a womanizer. The
girlfriend of a Piscean man should keep her
eye on the ball as he can be a bit flighty.
But he does make an excellent lover. He's from
the old school that sex should be an almost out of
body experience, and if he's showering his attentions
on you, you're in for a hell of a good ride!
PISCES FEMALE IN BED
She needs romance. It's the very air that she
breathes. She needs to be held gently and whispered
sweet nothings to but when it comes to between the
sheets action, she's never happy doing the same ol',
same ol' when she knows there are more exciting
options at hand.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON PISCES
The Pisces Zesty-zone is their feet! If you
want to make Pisces your Love Slave, start with a
warm, scented footbath and soak their feet for 10
minutes. Then sit in front of them, cross-legged, and
rub their feet firmly through the water. Use kneading
motions that run from their ankles to the tips of
their toes. After 5 minutes, get a scrub brush and
clean their tootsies with lots of TLC, dry them off
and lightly massage peppermint oil all over their
feet, paying close attention to between their toes.
Pisces REALLY gets off on this! Once oiled up, gently
kiss each toe, one by one. Then let your tongue take
over and you're in baby!!!
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ARIES
March 21-April 20
Ruling Planet: MARS
The bonk now/think later God of War,
aggression and action!
Sexually, Aries is an explosion waiting to
happen! The excitement is often in the chase more than
the actual conquest though and while they may appear
to want to dominate, they do not want a submissive
partner. Routine brings boredom to sex for Aries, so
if you're only comfortable with the missionary
position, go for another sign, but if you like
forceful personalities and enjoy pretending you're a
human Twistie, then you've found paradise with an
Aries.
FAVE POSITION
Always on top and always in charge
BEST SEX TOY
Handcuffs! Like I said, Aries likes to take
charge!
ARIES MALE IN BED
The Aries male is loud, domineering and 100%
stud! He's from the bump n grind school of lovemaking
so if you're looking for romantic dinners by
candlelight and long walks on the beach, keep looking!
He's the original hour man so if you're turned on by
ultra-macho grunt-and-groaning types, you've just
found your ticket to heaven! He's not prone to cheat
unless you bore him in bed and he likes sex fast and
furious baby!
ARIES FEMALE IN BED
She views sex as more of a physical act than
something from a soppy romance novel. If you're a
bored exec and want to find out what it's like to be
treated like a piece of meat, then go for a one night
stand with an Aries chick. She'll be gone before you
wake up and may not remember your name the next time
you meet. She's got a touch of KINK to her personality
so don't get freaked out when she talks dirty or puts
you over her knee for a spanking. She's all woman, but
are you man enough to handle her?
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON ARIES
If you want to seduce an Aries, running your
fingers through their hair is an awesome starting
point! And licking and nibbling around their face or
neck will get them going too! Just be careful to keep
your saliva at bay. Drool is not cool!
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TAURUS
April 21 - May 21
Ruling Planet: VENUS
The Goddess in charge of love, beauty and sex
Taureans are ahead of the game when it comes
to love coz they are ruled by VENUS, the planet of
Love! Taurus has all the qualities a lover desires,
including sensuality, loyalty and faithfulness.When a
typical Taurus makes love, it's the most physical and
natural pleasure in the world. They believe the
romantic approach to sex almost always pays off so
they will happily cook dinner, buy flowers, and light
candles for someone they wanna bang. They don't like
to rush things and take everything, including sex,
slowly.
FAVE POSITION
The one Taurus enjoys most is the Missionary.
Some may say this is so unadventurous, but Taurus is
very practical and this is the most comfortable.
BEST SEX TOY
A battery powered "erotic massager"
TAURUS MALE IN BED
The Taurean man needs a woman who will want to
stay home to eat and make love. He can be stubborn and
is known to sulk like a little boy, but he LOVES
making up!! (Rrrrow!)
He likes to take things slow and gently and
can last for hours, always waiting for HER to finish
before rolling over to sleep.
TAURUS FEMALE IN BED
She is great at back massages and sex in
general. She makes an art of lovemaking. Just kissing
her can bring some men to the big "O". Her touch is
gentle and tender, it excites and caresses and when in
the mood, she too can go for hours at a time, days on
end.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON TAURUS
There's nothing Taurus enjoys more than having
their neck kissed and their earlobes nibbled. Light,
feathery caresses up and down the neck followed by
gentle licks, no biting, will make a female writhe
with delight and a male stand at attention within
seconds.
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GEMINI
May 22 - June 21
Ruling Planet: MERCURY
The swiftest God in the skies, who also
happens to be in charge of ultr-extreme raunchy talk.
Talking about sex is Gemini's favourite hobby
and doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love
flirting and lap up attention from the opposite sex,
but sometimes that's all they're looking for.
They need a lot of variety when it comes to
sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop
doorway,serious groping under the table at a fancy
restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are bisexual too and can
often be drawn to those of the same sex.
FAVE POSITION
As long as it's different every time, they're
not fussy, but if they
must choose, it's that naughty number right
after 68, since they can come up for air if they need
to.
BEST SEX TOY
Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so
Gemini can pick up some wild, new ideas
GEMINI MALE IN BED
He likes to give AND receive and can be quite
inventive.He's a lights on, in front of the mirror
kinda guy and if you make a few subtle noises and talk
a wee bit dirty, he'll be very happy.
GEMINI FEMALE IN BED
She is more interested in IQ than private
parts. If she can't respect the intellect, then
satisfaction is not possible for her. She may sleep
around forever and never find her true love and she is
not the most faithful of the signs. She likes sex on
the run, in an airplane toilet, in the storeroom at
work, in the backseat of a car???
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON GEMINI
Focus on the shoulders, arms and legs of a
Gemini and you're headed for the good books. They love
a good massage and their hands are so sensitive that
even having their fingernails played with sends
shivers up their spine!
Kiss up and down each of your Gemini's arms,
sneak in a few licks, nips and nibbles. If you get one
or two yelps,then you know you're doing something
right.then, move onto the fingers, slowly kiss, lick,
nip and nibble each fingertip, then pull out the
killer move - suck on each finger, slowly, as if it's
a lollipop. I'll almost offer a money back guarantee
on this one working!
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CANCER
June 22 - July 23
Ruling Planet: THE MOON
Which isn't a planet at all but the satellite
responsible for this
water sign's many mood swings!
Love and sex go together for Cancer. They need
to feel secure in love before they can relax in sex
and Cancer often feels a little bit guilty after doing
the deed because they usually associate sex with
babies, especially the women, who either get pregnant
at the drop of a hat or take longer than
usual.
All Cancers WANT to be parents!
Cancers become sexually excited when they feel
secure. They are turned on by home cooked meals and
partners who love kids. In so many ways, Cancer is the
dream partner!
FAVE POSITION
Any position that's comfortable and involves
Cancer lying flat on their back with all their
sensitive areas exposed!
BEST SEX TOY
A drink or joint that will relax the
overly-cautious crab!
CANCER MALE IN BED
He is a sensitive lover and will put his
partner's needs before his
own. He has a tenderness about him that drives
women wild!
If the Cancer guy decides he's in it for the
long haul, he'll do
whatever it takes to keep his lover happy in
and out of the bedroom. Oh, and he's a BREAST man!!
CANCER FEMALE IN BED
She oozes sexiness and is born to mate!!
Compliments and kissing will win her over, so as
you're nibbling on her ear, whisper "you're so
beautiful" to get her quivering. Perhaps the Vincent
(Big Brother) growl would work on a Cancer woman?
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON CANCER
Concentrate on the breasts and pecs of Cancer
to really get them
going.Start by kissing and brushing up against
them. Licking the Cancer female's nipple through her
top will excite her, but don't 'dive right in' coz
you're likely to scare her.
It's the complete opposite for the Cancer male
who will LOVE it if you get straight to the point.
Squeeze his pecs and bite his bod and you'll have him
bouncing off the walls in no time!
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LEO
July 24 - August 23
Ruling Planet: THE SUN
Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and
just like Leo's opinion of
themselves, it's the centre of our solar
system!
Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they
bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel
special, it's just that they often forget about them
as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring
again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than
just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too.
They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed,
it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a
show!
They like to perform... and they take
requests! "Doing it" is the
ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are
pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise
for their outstanding performance.
FAVE POSITION
Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all
about getting serviced!
BEST SEX TOY
A camera, or a game of Strip Poker will get
the cat purring or perhaps you can use them both
together!
LEO MALE IN BED
You are the King of the Jungle and expect to
be treated that way! You are a good lover because you
don't like to fail at anything. You are sexy and have
an aura of sexiness that is difficult to deny. But,
you will let anyone adore you, so your partner has to
make the effort or you will pad off to your next
Lioness!!
LEO FEMALE IN BED
You are elegant and sexy without even trying.
Men love you and women want to be you. You like to
play cat and mouse with men and command respect. In
bed, you are a real panther and can scare the pants
off most men. You adore raw sex, so your partner
should go with you and enjoy it. You're a once in a
lifetime experience!
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON LEO
A Leo's 'moan zone' is his or her back. First
of all, ask your Leo to
roll onto his/her tummy. Start with a gentle
scratch that runs from the top of the ass to the base
of the skull. I'm not talking about tender tickles or
a tantalizing tease - I mean a REAL back scratch, coz
if there's one thing cats love, it's a scratch!
After a minute or so, get out the massage oil
and spill it into a
snakey pattern on Leo's back. Then rub all
over. Keep doing this until you know Leo is ready to
roll over. If they start falling asleep, give them a
gentle prod in a delicate place! Once Leo is ready to
roll over, don't let them! Leo will be excited by your
control. YOU decide when it's time to 'flip your
feline' over and get into the good stuff!
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VIRGO
August 24 - September 23
Ruling Planet: Mercury
The God in charge of intellect and speed???but
don't worry because Virgo likes to take their time in
the sack!!
Virgos have two sides to their personality.
The Virgin and the Vixen. They may want you to THINK
they are all sweet and virginal, but they are
definitely NOT! However, Virgos are looking for a long
term partner, not a one night stand or an affair! They
tend to seduce with finesse, charm and sublety so you
may not even realize you're being lured by a Virgo!!
Once Virgo has been in a relationship for awhile, they
get engrossed in housework and things like that, which
can cause a serious dip in libido. Do NOT let this
happen! They are definitely more of a "can we cuddle
instead" sign that a 'let's get it on!' one
when committed.
FAVE POSITION
Almost anything, as long as it involves eye
contact!
BEST SEX TOY
It's more of a game. Write down five wild sex
acts and put them in a bowl. Get Virgo to pick one out
at random, and then do what you're told!! Virgo LOVES
spontaneous sexuality!
VIRGO MALE IN BED
You can be quite boring at times because you
have set views on how a woman should be. You don't
mean to criticize or offend, but your perfectionist
ways may drive your lover loopy! You DO have some
kinky ideas though, but it is difficult to get to the
bottom of your passion! You are a creature of habit,
so if your lover can get you into the habit of
sleeping with her, who knows what might happen?
VIRGO FEMALE IN BED
You are hardworking and careful about your
appearance, but you really do fantasize about getting
down and dirty! You are a secret romantic and crave
the perfect lover. Since the perfect lover doesn't
exist, you'll take what you can get! You are quite
insecure and need a partner who will adore you. You
have strong passion beneath that practical exterior
and are just waiting for someone to unearth it!
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON VIRGO
Virgo's have a VERY sexually sensitive tummy!!
If you wanna make them putty in your hands, stroke,
lick and kiss their stomach!! The area from the
bellybutton DOWN! Once you have them squirming, you
can have anything you want!! Just remember to keep one
hand on their tummy at all times!!
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LIBRA
September 24 - October 23
Ruling Planet: Venus -
The planet in charge of beauty, love peace,
and stirring sensuality
Libra is one of the sexiest signs in the
zodiac, but if Libra can't get
what they want from one lover, they will opt
for two! They are
notorious for having double standards in that
situation too. They'll look you in the eye and say
"never cheat on me, coz I would never do it to you",
even when they have a hot night of passion planned
with someone else! Librans are more turned on 'giving'
than 'receiving'. They have a big heart and are the
least selfish sign of the Zodiac.
Libras are not very open about their thoughts
or fantasies. They'd
rather say nothing than tell the truth and
offend or embarrass you. In bed, it takes a while for
them to be comfortable enough to tell you exactly what
they want.
FAVE POSITION
As long as they are lying down, they're happy!
BEST SEX TOY
K.Y. Jelly. I will say no more!
LIBRA MALE IN BED
The Libra man sees sex as an exciting
adventure and he'd be very keen to do it in kinky
places like a restaurant toilet! He likes being a bad
boy if there's a chance he might get caught. He'll try
out any fantasy you have, but whether or not you can
keep a tight hold on his heart remains to be seen.
However, he can be a bit of a pushover, and is perfect
husband material, and he'd prefer his lover to take
the lead. He is romantic and considerate but may
suffer from Premature Ejaculation!
LIBRA FEMALE IN BED
The only thing that separates Libra men and
women is what's between their legs! Libra girl wants a
strong man who understands that she needs her
individuality and freedom. She is turned off by
burping, farting, and bad breath. Good personal
hygiene is crucial if you want to get to 2nd
base.Librans are very good at lying to get their own
way. When your Libra girl groans in bed, look into her
eyes to make sure she's not 'faking it'.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON LIBRA
Libra's Love Zone is their lower back and |
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i don't know what kind of day I had today. I found my money, which was awesome. I used it to buy wine, which fucking rocked. i went to the gym, had an easy work out, but it made me feel good. Was totally preoccupied worrying about my friend, but things worked out for him. That made me feel good. Hung out with llargh, but too little. that made me feel less good. Hung out with another friend, just long enough for a smoke, and that also was too little and did not make me feel good. About friends though. I miss mine. My best friend from high school is pregnant, but I have not called her in a very long while. I missed my cousin's christening. I am a bad friend. My friendships here are super weird. I have very few. Some people who think I'm one of their best friends, but whose actions don't fit into what I would consider best friend. Some people who I feel super close to, but don't get to spend much time with. One person whom I respect and admire but who I am not sure I will ever be friends with. My only satisfaction out of that relationship will likely be knowing that i enjoy being/trying to be his friend. I've had some horrible experiences with people, and sometimes I hate people. But every once in a while I feel like i have been blessed with the people I have had the opportunity to know. Even the people who have fucked me over, or the ones that I have been less than the perfect friend to, or the ones that I have lost contact with. That is the truth, as often as I forget it.
But on hating people- what the fuck is up with them anyway? I've been reading Galateo for one of my Italian classes. As pompous and superficial as we might imagine Renaissance society to have been, they were on to some shit. the author of this particular piece had no concept of the value of individuality, it is true. He certainly did not adress his treatise to the common person, or to women. Nonetheless, who among us does not need to realize that we should care about other people? That you don't scratch your ass, or pick your nose in public? More importantly, how often do we forget that violence, arrogance, mockery, and pretentiousness are all traits/actions that may hurt or offend other people? Why is it that so often we have to be reminded that common courtesy should not be reserved for people who can fire or fail you? Della Casa did not say this, but I know that if he could have he would have exhorted "What the world needs now is love! Sweet Love!" He also wrote that people should not try to be clever or witty when they really have no talent for it. I'll be the first to own up to that fault in particular. Though I do think that I possess a singular charm, that people may not notice unless they have to try to figure out why they and others put up with my corny jokes. Am I still on the soap box? No, I think I stepped down at some point over the course of the last two sentences. I wonder if I'm self righteous? I suppose I might be. Della Casa also talked about lots of reasons why one should not offer advice. I'm going to try to take that piece of *advice* to heart, but I do reserve the right to give myself five-minute breaks (from listening to that advice) at least every once in a while. Della Casa also talked about talking too much. Which I have. But he also talked about talking too little. So I continue. But I lie. I am, in fact, quite done. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|12:55 pm] |
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I suppose. Or some other likely-to-be-expressed-by-the-borg sentiment. Oh well, I'll see how it goes. Today I just needed some place to vent. Never could keep a diary, so this is the second best thing. Anyone checking this site is probably going to find out a lot more about me than they ever wanted to know. But some of it might be lies. I like to make stuff up. And I was lying about that. Anyway, weird day, weird mood. Most of the times I'll only write in weird really bad moods or weird really good moods. I'm usually in one of those two states, hence my usual state of oddness. This has taken a very long time to write, it's been hours, literally. Anyway, I've just been very frustrated for the last few weeks, I keep on losing things that I want to keep. Like my purse, and my water bottle (with my carabino that I got on my freshman year DOC trip!), and my money. I think God is telling me that I should convert to Buddhism. That way when I lose stuff I won't be pissed about it. I get pissed off when I'm looking for things because I can't find them for too long, and then I get pissed off if I don't find them because I've lost them, and if I do find them I get pissed off at myself for acting like a baby. And as much as I hate being upset in general, I especially hate being angry at myself. I should expect other people to be angry at me at some point for whatever reason, because of course the things I want and need won't always coincide with theirs. And I expect to be angry at other people sometimes for the same reasons- the things they might feel the need to do might seem unfair or hurtful to me. But if I'm angry at myself, it means that I have done something to hurt myself in some way, to betray myself or my own standards in some way, and those types of things are generally much harder to deal with. Yes, this is sort of like a diary. I'd like to write more, but right now my personal standards of cleanliness are calling for me to take a shower so I can go to class. I'm going to go take care of that. Any alums out there? Come up this weekend. Ricardo will be leaving, this is his last weekend here. I really hope I'll get to hang out with him, and with all of you guys, who I would like to get to know much better. Over and out. |
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